I am trying. Trying to become a better person/listener/supporter trying not to choose my friends based on whether they can help support me with my medical problems, and trying not to get pissed when I do anyway, and they don't support me.
I'm trying to be okay with not knowing what my future holds, but that's so difficult.
I am trying to make concrete decisions, but I'm finding it hard. I don't know how. I worry about everyone else involved, and I feel selfish for thinking about how it affects me, and choosing what's best for myself, not others.
I am trying, and I am slowly noticing a difference, slowly but surely, I will be better at this.
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